It’s so sad. I guess I have to learn the hard way. When my parents said friends were temporary, I refused to believe them. But like always, they’re always right. I’ve made such valuable, deep, meaningful relationships and friendships these past 2 years. And now, I feel like I’ve lost one. I’m tired of trying to making it work. I can’t do it anymore. I don’t know why it’s affecting me so much. He doesn’t give two shits about me, so why should I do the same for him? Why the fuck am I so torn up about this? I guess because I thought we would be there for each other thick and thin, like we have in the past. But now, it’s like we’re strangers and we didn’t even have a past or anything. I mean all of this in terms of a friendship perspective, not a love interest. But like always, I’m always the one that cares the most and puts the most effort forth. I still need to learn, learn to keep others at a distance so I don’t get hurt again. Well, I hope you’re happy. I by no means am jealous. Just awestruck that you could drop everything we had, an amazing friendship, one that I held close to my heart, and to know that it means absolutely nothing to you. I hope you can live with that, cause from now we’re strangers and I will treat you like a stranger, just as you have treated me.